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The darker side of travel – Chernobyl

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PART ONE OF A TWO PART SERIES ON MY TRAVELS TO THE CHERNOBYL REGION, JULY 2019. PART TWO, Kessiworld review of Chernobyl experience, IS NOW LIVE.

As part of the tour to the Chernobyl Exclusion Zone we were provided yellow Geiger counters, which are about the size of a walkie talkie. The counters pick up radiation in the area and provide a digital number to indicate the levels of radiation. The number on this Geiger counter reads 7.02. The location of this reading is above the red forest, which is where all the contaminated trees were buried.
Every guide is armed with a Geiger counter, and guests are allowed to rent them as well. The reading in downtown Kiev was .18 and the radiation from a 3 hour flight is about 3.0. The reading in this photo was taken in an area very near Chernobyl Reactor #4 known as the red forest, in which all the trees that were blasted with radioactive matter were buried underground. The highest levels we saw during the day were around 18 near the metal pods on the Ferris wheel.

Part I: Why the interest?

A few weeks ago I found myself sleepless while traveling. After trying all the tricks to get back into REM, I finally pulled out my computer and started scanning through social media which dropped me into a rabbit hole that fed me a piece titled “the top 8 darkest travel destinations in the world.”  Now, when I try to Google the article again I get places with low light, such as Barrow, Alaska.  But that’s not the type of dark I’m speaking of. 

Entrance sign to the Topographies des Terrors exhibit in Berlin, Germany. This square poster shows a black and white photo of Berlin before World War two.
It wasn’t on the list I reference, but “Topography of Terror” on exhibit in Berlin, is a highly comprehensive exhibit outlining the Nazi rise to power in Germany in the 1930’s and the terrors that ensued through 1945. Very scary how the madness slowly simmered and grew like a cancer until the momentum was too strong to stop.

The list spanned tragic, hallowed ground from the 9/11 memorial in NYC to the Killing Fields near Pnomh Penh in Cambodia.  I’d been to them all except the Kigali Genocide Museum in Rwanda and Chernobyl.  Last Sunday I visited Chernobyl, so I guess Rwanda is last on this dubious list.

Probably no surprise I loved the Addams Family as a kid. Here is my favorite character, Wednesday Addams. Photo is not my own.

I might sound like Wednesday Addams, taking delight with suffering in the world, but that’s definitely not quite right.  Perhaps it was seeing life and death first hand on the farm, but my interest in all examples of humanity, both bright and dark, were evident from an early age. Curiosity within me to learn more was very strong.

I was so enthralled with the sinking of the Titanic, for example, that I created a movie about the disaster for my 6th grade project.  The elementary school version of me didn’t quite understand the draw, and there were definitely aspects of wonder about such an opulent vessel that served as a means of transportation and travel.

As I age and embrace my spirituality more I’m learning that these monuments across the globe represent more about life than death.  Honoring, or warnings about, the human condition.

Contemporary American society seems to view death in a taboo way, which might lead us to feel depressed when thinking about millions of jews exterminated in death camps like Auschwitz.  Or hundreds of thousand of Cambodians, especially the intelligent academic ones, lined up and shot for wearing glass and speaking French.  

A copper tile on the sidewalk in Vilnius Lithuania remembered a Jewish citizen taken from their home and sent to concentration camps to die. The writing is in Lithuanian.
Small monuments to Jewish citizens are all over Berlin and even Vilnius, as shown here. This copper plate is the size of the other cobblestones on the sidewalk and pays homage to specific people who disappeared from their homes and businesses forever.

I don’t look at these examples in the same way.  It doesn’t ruin my day.  The knowledge and spirit seems to make me stronger. And in this space of high emotion my want is to honor the memory of those living before me and their sacrifices, whether voluntary or not.

After WWII the soviets erected this monument to the Nazi work/death camp that existed on this land, which is about 15 miles outside Riga, Latvia. Most of the jewish population of Lithuania and Latvia were killed in WWII.
After WWII the soviets erected this monument to the Nazi work/death camp that existed on this land, which is about 15 miles outside Riga, Latvia. Most of the jewish population of Lithuania and Latvia were killed in WWII.

As you’d expect, many of these “dark” destinations are set up for reflection and emotions to run.  The 9/11 memorial is very appropriately created to be poignant and let us never forget.  For me, the thoughts and feelings beneath it all are usually very powerful and sometimes confusing.  

I’ve been to the 9/11 memorial three times and still can’t seem to physically stay for more than 20 minutes.

The large spine like spires of the Oculus structure near the memorial for 9/11 in New York City near Ground Zero reach up to the sky towards the new World Trade Center.
A view of the Oculus and One World Trade Center, near the location of the former World Trade Center towers. New York City.

The initial feeling and thought is that memorials to genocides like Rwanda, Auschwitz and Cambodia are stark reminders that it can happen anywhere and at any time.  Humankind is not immune to slippery slopes that can lead to such tragedies. 

By honoring those who were lost, or living with the loss, maybe there is a kernel of hope to avoid future calamities in the world.  

The Solo East Travel van is a large Sprinter Van that holds 18 people. The outside is white in color and has phrases like, "Trips all your friends will be jealous of..." and the company logo.
My tour bus for the day. Comfortable and informative. Although I get the marketing impact, the tagline on the side of van bothered me during the day.

What does tourism around such places mean?  Do people visit to get the right instagram selfie or cross something off a list?  Do they understand the power of the setting? Does the reason even matter? Or perhaps, it’s just so personal to each person and too complicated to sum up?  

Part II: Chernobyl again on the world stage

A new “dark” destination is up and running.  Since the updated sarcophagus was placed over reactor #4 at Chernobyl in 2016, tours are available from Kiev in the Ukraine and other farther locations like Minsk and Vilnius.  Maybe you’ve seen the HBO series Chernobyl, which I watched a few months ago. 

A monument to commemorate the tragic steam explosion at Chernobyl Reactor #4 that took place in April 1986. The monument is a sculpted hand reaching out from a granite pedestal. In the hand is a building that represents the reactor. The the background behind the monument is the new titanium sarcophagus which covers the remains of the reactor.
The official monument to the Chernobyl disaster. About 300 feet away you can see the huge stainless steel sarcophagus that now contains the radioactive remains of reactor #4.

Along my recent bubbling through Eastern Europe I ended up in Kiev, Ukraine and made time for the day-long tour to Chernobyl. The Sunday in July was warm and beautiful and we were told to wear clothes and shoes that covered as much as possible. The trip used a mini bus for the 12 of us.  Our guide and driver were both locals who had relatives known as “liquidators” during the Chernobyl crisis. A liquidator was involved in the cleanup process during the pinnacle of danger and for years later.  

Yes, Chernobyl is hot hot hot right now.  The HBO series brought this to the surface and now on social media there are people everywhere posting on this topic.  Part of me was curious for the same reasons, and another part of me has always been fascinated with this event in history. After all, I was 13 when this all went down. Among many things, I was curious about the remaining apartment buildings and the famous carnival area, including the highly radioactive ferris wheel.  

Ferris wheel that is still assembled in the ghost town of Prypyat, which was abandoned following the April 1986 explosion of Chernobyl Reactor #4
The planned community of Prypyat was awaiting a fun celebration May 1st for International Workers Day and the traveling carnival was already set up when the explosion occurred on April 26, 1986. Since metal is hard to decontaminate, the yellow pods/seats here are among the most highly radioactive items still exposed in the ghost town.

The day-long journey was amazing and worthy of its own write up, so part 2 of this blog, which explains more details of the tour, will be posted soon.

Part III:  1,000 square miles of monument

I should start this section by outlining that all the information I’ve encountered leads to a Soviet Union under pressure to show their power and efficiency to the world. The raw and hard push to build this Chernobyl settlement of nuclear plants, planned living communities and even a top-secret military installment was strong. On top of shoddy construction, a whole string of human decisions led to the disaster. It was completely preventable.

A magazine in Russian depicting a decorated general is part of many papers, periodicals and photos scattered on the floor in an abandoned concert hall in Prypyat, the closest city to Reactor #4.
Some magazines strewn about on the floor of a home in the former village of Chernobyl. I don’t know who he is but to me represents the soviet bureaucracy that led to the disaster and the secretive nature during the years following the event.

The accident demanded one quick decision after another to try to stay ahead of a global disaster. At the same time, the soviet government was immediately working to control the narrative. The true stories really weren’t released until well after the collapse of the iron curtain in the mid-nineties, so it’s likely (at the time) the general public never realized the precarious nature of this world event, especially after the news the initial fire was extinguished.

This is the propaganda room adjacent to the former theatre in the town of Prypyat. Again, I don't recognize this distinguished looking person, but to me he stands for the Soviet Union attempts to manage the narrative of the Chernobyl disaster.
This is the propaganda room adjacent to the former theatre in the town of Prypyat. Again, I don’t recognize this distinguished looking person, but to me he stands for the Soviet Union attempts to manage the narrative of the Chernobyl disaster.

You could get a masters degree specializing in the whole history of what happened leading up to the early morning of April 26, 1986 and the weeks, months, and years that would follow, but what sticks with me is the fact that the initial steam explosion (not a radioactive one) left a burning radioactive core of magma that was seeping below the cheaply built foundation to a cooling supply of water, and below that a major aquifer for Kiev and the general entire country of Ukraine. 

Now, I’m obviously not a nuclear physicist, but my tour revealed that if the hot magma hit the cool water a nuclear explosion 10 times the impact of Hiroshima would level the area around the reactor for hundreds of miles.  

Eastern Europe was on the brink of extinction. The rest of the world on notice for clouds of nuclear pollution swimming around the atmosphere.

Miners from all across the USSR were dispatched to dig a tunnel under reactor #4 in order to create a concrete barrier that would prevent contact between the water and radioactive magma. They couldn’t use air conditioning because the outside air source was radioactive and it was 120 degrees in the tunnels, so the men worked almost naked, further exposing themselves to radiation when coming out of the tunnel.  They were not told of the risk and many/most died from complications of the radiation in the months and years following.  

Photo on a spiral notebook of Chernobyl reactor #4 shorter after the steam explosion in April 1986. In the background is the current view of Chernobyl Reactor 4, which is now covered up with a titanium sarcophagus.
Our guide holding up the photo of reactor #4 after the explosion. The miners would’ve started the tunnel in the sand near her thumb.

This is just one example of the scope of human factor involved in this disaster.  These miners (and many others in different roles) were fighting not for their own lives, or the lives of fellow soviets, but for most of Europe.  For the world.  They were lied to about the risks, and rose to the challenges out of duty.  

Every swing of a pic ax diminished their prospects of life even as the chances for the world improved.

This memorial stands at the entrance to the city of Chernobyl, inside the 1000 square mile exclusion zone. The memorial honors the fireman that were first responders to the steam explosion in April 1986 as well as the divers who went into the underground water supply underneath reactor #4 to prevent a larger disaster.
Monument to the many who worked to limit the impact of the disaster. The figures on the left memorialize the divers that went into the water cooling tanks under the reactor to drain the water to prevent contact with the magma. The figures on the right represent the first responder fireman, who successfully extinguish the initial fire and then died within weeks of the blast.

Quite a dilemma. Eastern Europe destroyed for 10,000 years or a few thousand people risking their lives. What would be the right choice?  This is the element of humanity that still haunts me a few days after the visit. Overall estimates seem to point to +3,000 deaths associated with this event.

My visit was to honor these people and offer gratitude for their sacrifice. 

Large sign outside at the border to the Chernobyl Exclusion Zone reminds visitors to always remember. This sign is the English version.
Billboard at the first checkpoint, which is the start of the exclusion zone 30km from the Chernobyl reactor.

Chernobyl is an experience all within itself in that the entire disaster area is a monument honoring global action to come together and fight an enemy that knows no borders, colors, religions or ideologies.  Radioactive dust spewing into the atmosphere impacts everyone and I can’t really think of another historical event requiring so much multi-national collaboration. 

Entrance gate with a sign in Cyrillic and the Ukraine flag at the entrance to the ghost town of Prypyat, which was abandoned following the April 1986 explosion of Chernobyl Reactor #4
Ukraine was part of the Soviet Union during the crisis, so the USSR officials managed everything. Today, this falls within their jurisdiction. Belarus also has an exclusion zone on their side of the border.

The Ukrainians and Belarussians bear the brunt of loss and contamination (Chernobyl is only a few miles away form the Ukrainian border with Belarus) but risk still exists for the world.  

Part IV: Lessons for the world

This shot compares a photo on a spiral notebook of Chernobyl Reactor 4 right after the explosion in April 1986 with the current day Reactor 4 which is covered up by a billion dollar sarcophagus.
Shot that compares the reactor after the explosion in 1986 with the new sarcophagus covering the site today. It blocks most of the radiation through two layers of stainless steel and inside robots are setting up the final phase of systems to dismantle the initial protective covering built in 1986 as well as the reactor and radioactive magma.

Over thirty years later, the brilliance of a conglomeration of leading global engineers and funding from 42 countries successfully created and installed a new $2B stainless steel sarcophagus over the reactor. Beginning next year, robots inside this containment area will begin dismantling the old covering and the reactor itself. The lifespan is estimated to be 100 years.

A former market in the small town of Chernobyl. This is now deserted with broken windows and red doors hanging off the hinges. Red letters in Russian still are intact above the main door. In front of the market are rogue trees that have since popped up in every crack.
A former grocery store in a village within the exclusion zone. Vegetation completely covers this entire town from the main road and trees and other greens have pushed up everywhere, creating a surreal garden monument.

Mother Nature is also a leading hero in the fight to heal this region and protect generations to come from the still dangerous pockets of radioactive matter in and around the exclusion zone.

Empty swimming pool in the aquatic complex with all windows broken out and tiles hanging from the ceiling in the ghost town of Prypyat, which was abandoned following the April 1986 explosion of Chernobyl Reactor #4
The swimming pool complex was the pride of the Prypyat development, with a commanding sweep of windows and sheer size of the pool. Today there is no water and the vegetation is encroaching on the borders of the building, as if waiting to take over inside.

The tour led us through a variety of small villages, a military base and the amazing ghost town of Prypyat, which was a planned community built from scratch and designed to highlight the shining star of soviet achievement. Everywhere, trees and other plants are pushing up and growing in abundance, as if to say, “We’ve got this!”

Door to apartment 95 in one of the housing complexes in the ghost town of Prypyat, which was abandoned following the April 1986 explosion of Chernobyl Reactor #4
Who lived in apartment #95? I spent a bit of time in this abandoned apartment building that seems to still hold the hopes and dreams of the people living in Prypyat in 1986. They were forced to leave in a manner of hours, taking what they could physically hold with them.

While the buildings crumble, trees and plants stake their claim and are working to pull the radioactive materials from the earth and air and cleanse. It will take thousands of years, of course, but the process has begun.

Sign post with a rusted metal star along bars acting like sun rays outside the aquatic complex with all windows broken out and tiles hanging from the ceiling in the ghost town of Prypyat, which was abandoned following the April 1986 explosion of Chernobyl Reactor #4
Prypyat, located about a mile from Chernobyl reactor #4, was the shining star of soviet efficiency and influence in the world; a planned community that housed the best and brightest working in the nuclear zone and their families.

Thousands of acres of land have been replanted with forests of thick pine trees, working hard to help.

A pine forest with young reddish trees on the drive to the secret soviet military installation that housed the large radar system known as the Russian woodpecker. The forest is thick with new life.
The sweet smell of pine will remain a key memory of this day for me. The forests are vast around the exclusion zone and were planted to help cleanse the soil and air in the area. Before the disaster about 30% of the area was forested and now that number is pushing 80%.

The fight to heal and live

Along the tour of the Chernobyl Exclusion zone in Ukraine, the guide feeds ferrel dogs that roam the grounds at Prypyat. They are medium sized black and white dogs.
Our guide brings food for the dogs with each trip to the exclusion zone.

Chernobyl is much more than a selfie opportunity, or bragging rights. The disaster zone is very much alive. Alive with memories, spirit, hopes and dreams of those living there in 1986, global collaboration and powerful nature. There are even ferrel dogs that are descendants of pets left behind when everyone had to evacuate – a sign that life can continue even despite the harshest, tragic conditions.

I am squatting next to an old Russian Lara car left behind after the Chernobyl explosion. This is located within the Chernobyl exclusion zone.
In soviet times, the Lada was an icon of success, requiring savings ($5,000 for the car represented years of salary) and then a wait list of up to 5 years. This car would’ve been a proud achievement for the inhabitants of this home in a former village inside the exclusion zone.

My final note: I didn’t touch, lick or sit on any metal objects, or anything for that matter, during my visit inside the exclusion zone. The estimated radiation impact of this visit is like three chest x-rays over the course of a year.

For more information on my favorite parts of the experience, including a video and tons of photos, check out Kessiworld review of Chernobyl experience.

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